| Screwed up life after I came TAR College? Hmm, so it has been 6 months now. So, what have I done? Haven really studied, I think my condition now is worst ever since I have born, at least in high school I still study and do home work but now in A levels, there isn much practice and home work. It is worse now since I am not under my parents?control ( staying in MU ) ?shit habits- sleep so late, fagging, watching video all the time instead of studying. Is % a.m now and I can go in to dreams yet !!! pimples starting to become bigger. How I wish I can go back to my home and stay there, it would be much much more better! 1st day I came TAR, I told myself I will study in this entirely new environment-no friends no other things I care, just concentrate in studies. ( I want to go famous universities, at least Monash.., in order to get that, I set a target- which is to get straight A in my A levels. How I know when I reach here for the orientation day, I already met someone I knew, luckily he is not in the same class as me. Hehe. Life is still ok I thought, everyday go and back from college and my dear home. I din really study much because there is nothing much I can do with those little notes.. haha. Then, after few days, I joined the OO and I became a finalist. Then, here starts my big change of shit. It isn about going back home late or tiring, it is like, morning go for class I always sleep, I wonder why.. maybe because I am lonely and I Only had a new friend-ashwin. then after class I will go meet my finlist friends in canteen2 and wait for my 5p.m training to start. During that time, I din study at all, not the nerd type I am. I met this bunch of nice finalist friends, they are friendly with each other but I don know what kind of person they really are. ( I respect every finalist members.., guess is the good 1st impression human always have ). So, I play during these 3 months, enjoying life, study is dump behind.. I din really tried to make friends in my class as I am always tired looking and not in the mood. Haha. It was later when I knew kaylee, later, her, dino and me stayed together in a room in MU ( which is when everything went wrong ). Morning taxi to school and night comm. Members fetch us home after supper after training. ( my English has deprove haha ) Jing- a girl I like so much (not the sex desire or possession ), even though she is quite flat, sorry and haaha. She was one of the finalist and we started to get closed when Adrienne quit her finalist journey. Jing was a great girl ( I know there is bunch of my friends who thinks you are a bitch but I don care ) ,, sometimes before training, we would meet up I will hear her story.. guess I am still scared of losing her if I tell my story, always think guys shouldn tell stories to a friend which has boyfriend. Big mctities she had, I saw it accidentally of course but I tend to get my chance to see more if I can, what horny guy I am. Whoever reading this I am not the ren yi you know. Anyway we are good good friends now and we still keep in touch sometimes but I am still scared of her. Jing, you meant a lot a lot a lot to me. I would say I don regret I came to Tar college because of you. So ends the OO night and start the rubbish renyi. Well, now that I don have training I started to make more new friends in my class and I met this bunch of friend I will say they are my best gang of friends in tar college, you know who you are Ashwin Khek John Val Deepa, wasn really close with the two of you Mei Weng ( you two are too quiet but you two are still in the gang and I like you two too, too bad it is a talkative gang) We had fun talking jokes in class and having lunch together. My studies, screwed up too because I on love my self?SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> During this time, I started smoking for fun as I have nothing to do in my new house, my housemates are really bunch of idiots, I mean most of the guys, they will sleep so late and they love to play in CC luckily I don like to mix with them. However, I got a laptop and I started to watch animes and movies everytime I free in my new house instead of studying. Haiz. It was until one day I decided to pick up the maths subject so I changed to B class, omg, this class sucks, ,?hard to explain but however there are still something really nice about them, recently came 2 great part time teachers and I like it. =) I started to pay more attention to what they are teaching since my new gang of friend in this class always not studying I din want to be like them. So my new gang of friends.. who talks Cantonese a lot, yes I had improve my oral Cantonese. Hong Chun Sam Dylan Gana Cai ?great friends too, bad thing they don really study and always talk about things I don really know how to enjoy, hard to explain but nvm. Ever since I joined this calss, my transport to school is not taxi anymore, they would come to fetch me & sam as well =, sincerely glad yo have you all as my friends, now I won overslept and go late for classes because I know someone is waiting for me. With them, there is bad and good, good thing is they are really ao yi hey?and bad things is they smokes. Luckily they don go late for classes. BUT, I still won study when I have Free tIME!! I wonder what Wrong with ME !!! FUCK you renyi you don study you smoke and your sleeping habit is shit and you ie?to your parents about your studies!!! Examination is coming soon!! Well I always wanted to stop smoking and I am always able until now I know but is is just so sad my pocket too much cash? Speaking about money management my phone bill is 100+ this month?SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> and, I tend to take money from my savings to play. Great. There was times when I think about a future.., what I am going to be.. but none of them ?=( I am always a loser in the end, jack of all trades.. Bookie? No way, even I won a few hundred bucks but I spend it fast, anyway thanks sam. I was always thinking about doing illegal careers but I guess I am just not the bad enough guy to do that?guess I will have low on cash life in future.. how about legal jobs, -- my study is so suck I think I am the worst in class, forget about those who come to A levels but not to study. My English, which I once proud of it, is Shit now?SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> here am I watching a great series, Heroes. How I wish I could be Hiro and manipulate the time and space, so I can cheat on gambling hahaha. When I start to think of my future, - - - - - - - - When I think of my current life, is such a happy life, with great gangs of friends Hann Val and all and you jing, it gave me a big help in pushing. Hmmm, wonder why I am so into you. Future is more important right? I think I should really stop crying and be a better man, talking is always easier, so, who can help me? I seriously so left out in my studies?/SPAN> Well that is my 6 months in Tar College. Of course I am still got connected with my old friends you know who you are, hann yky jy km lw yx,h and others. Lastly, my dear family members. Dmsb! =) |
